Reality sucks

I really don’t want to face what I know is true. I don’t want to admit that I really will never be intimate with my ex again. I will never be able to hold her like I want, to love her body in “those special ways”. I just don’t want to admit that. My heart…

A first anniversary

It has been an interesting January. Two weeks ago, I marked the first anniversary of her telling me she wanted a divorce. Four days after that announcement, I was laid off from my job of over ten years. To say it was one of the worst weeks of my life would be a massive understatement.…